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A Letter to the Republic for Which We Stand

posted Sunday, 16 October 2005
   America, we remain your constant and faithful servants.  
  
   Satellites that hover 23,000 miles above the planet in geospatial orbit feed down into our little dish and we get to see sports, current events, and news. We know what you’re up to. We might watch the news for 10 minutes after a long shift outside the wire, just enough to get the highlights, read it on the internet, have friends mail us copies of newspapers, or monitor CNN just as the insurgents do, for breaking news. Maybe you know one of us personally, or maybe we’re nothing more to you than nameless faceless soldiers on TV. Either way, we still know about the hurricanes down South, the newest movies and music, the earthquakes in Pakistan, and the latest football scores.
     You populate our dreams.
     Your state of affairs is part of our thought processes, however hard it may be right now to recall exactly what it felt like to stand within those borders. The mind and eyes play tricks on you when you live in this environment, always on guard, ready to kill if needed.
   Yes, we’re soldiers, but who wants to live this way? What man enjoys being threatened all the time? Show me that man and I’ll show you a fool. But ask me to show you a person who is willing to live like this so that Americans back home can live more safely, and we’ll show you a couple hundred thousand.
   Drive your comfy cars to work, we want you to. It makes you the personification of our daydreams. As you’re giggling at the immature humor of local morning radio comedy, sipping a vanilla latte from Starbucks, oblivious of the gunshots and explosions in Iraq, and tailgating the car in front of you, we’re trying to stay alive out here. We are not complaining - we raised our hands and swore to serve. But we do envy the ease with which you can walk out of your door and take a casual stroll through streets that are not your own in that soft suburban streetlight safety.
   We wouldn’t expect you to alter your lives for us – you’re not soldiers. Don’t travel 7,000 miles to fight a violent and intelligent enemy -we’ll take care of all that. You just continue to prosper in the middle class, trade up on your economy sized car, install that new subwoofer in the trunk, and yes, the red blouse looks wonderful on you – buy it.
     Remain the same embodiment of our fading memories, the portal to our daydreams, the catalyst for hope when hope eludes us, a land of winding roads and fishing holes, pretty pictures in frames, campfire stories, fields of wheat, skyscrapers made of glass, a woodshop, a fireplace, a patriotic song. Be you a mantle full of family photos, a smiling face at a convenience store, a dog that follows us around the yard, someone we meet spontaneously and get along and laugh with, the feel of grass on our bare feet as we walk out to get the morning paper, a parade or a fair or a swap meet.
     Be you a pool table in a dimly lit room, a candle in a window, a Christmas tree, a rainy day, a hug after a hard day, a bowl of chicken noodle soup when we have a cold, the feel of a steering wheel in our hands, gravity tugging at our calves as we walk up a mountain trail, the thrill of water running over rock, a stone thrown from a bridge, or skipping across a lake, someone to call on a cell phone just because, or our favorite band coming to play a show in our hometown at an outdoor amphitheater. Be you the faces of strangers at that concert, laughing, smiling, silhouetted in light and smoke amidst the energy of musical celebration, or be Chris Cornell’s CD, Euphoria Morning, which has some lyrical moments that put chills down my spine.
     Be all of these things and more, as we know you can.
     Just be what you will, Americans, with your goods and bads, your lights and darks, your jerks passing at 100 mph in the slow lane ( Believe it or not, I miss you jerks – I will relish the next opportunity I have to give you the finger), your wrong change and bad attitude because you don’t like your job at the drive thru, your high school boy with braces handing us that delicious movie theater popcorn (extra butter please), your mall food courts, your egg-drop soup, your soft shell taco for .49 cents on Tuesdays, your dryer sheets that make the pillow case smell so damn fine, your beautiful face the first thing we see in the morning, your crying children, and yes, your diapers that need changing.   
     Remain a perfect parody of yourself by having a mid-life crisis and listening to tribal meditative music on a state of the art CD player that you ordered from Sharper Image.com. Buy that Porsche and drive it to Yoga class, or be the guy in Wyoming whom I cursed because he won the Power ball and he was already a millionaire.
     Be whatever you choose. Let fate and destiny and blind luck and synchronicity guide you.
     But please remain constant as well, because we have changed.
     Don’t move the continent. Don’t sell the house. Don’t lose the dog.
    Just be Americans with all your ugliness and beauty, your spectacular heights, and your flooded cities, climbing the corporate ladder or standing in the welfare line. Live your lives and enjoy your freedoms. We’re not all walking idealist clichés who think your ability to work where you want and vote and associate with whomever you want are hinged completely on our deployment to Iraq. But you know what? Our work here is a part of that collective effort through the ages that has granted you those things.
     So don’t forget about us, because we can’t forget you.
      I, for one, am a walking paradox. I believe in my fellow soldiers, and I am proud to serve. I don’t even like country music, but I’ll tell you what, being in this environment, if I heard “Proud to be an American” or that one Toby Keith song right now I’d probably tear up and get those big patriotic goose bumps kind of like the ones you can’t help getting at your Basic Training graduation ceremony when you’ve just entered the military culture and have been eating, sleeping, and drinking it for eight weeks.
   But I don’t think I’ll do this to my kids again. I may be done. When this is over, I just might go back to school and aggressively pursue my writing career and grow a goatee and sit in my living room like an armchair quarterback the next time America goes to war, and write a blog for the soldiers I see on the news, and sponsor one, and join the VFW, and examine the political process, and explain it to my children, and protect them, and live on in that bittersweet, but oft taken for granted blind bliss of democracy, in liberty and justice for all.
    Yes, that’s my plan for the moment. But like everything else, it changes.
    I’ll keep you posted.
   
 -Man has been endowed with reason, with the power to create, so that he can add to what he's been given.
                               - Anton Chekhov (1860-1904) Russian dramatist and writer
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1. Joe (The Brain) left...
Sunday, 16 October 2005 1:04 pm

LT K. Again you bring to bear the power of the pen. Your comments stir the soul, bring a smile to my face and cause deep reflection. You are truly a gifted writer.

Keep writing.


2. Valerie ALWAYS reads your blog! left...
Sunday, 16 October 2005 9:11 pm :: http://spaces.msn.com/members/val4batty/

LT Kelley. Once again, it was a pleasure reading. And once again, as always, I am very impressed. When I grow up I want to be JUST LIKE YOU- but from here, not there! I think that from where I sit, I can say that your sacrifices for our country and for thiers are HUGE, as well as the sacrifices of your family. I appreciate it so much! We'll try not to change on you.


3. A Military Mom left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 7:53 am

Thanks to you Lt. for serving our country. May God bless you and keep you safe. Prayers being said that one day you get to come home and sit in your chair and watch all of this from the inside. I hope your dream comes true.


4. GunnNutt left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 9:14 am :: http://gunnnutt.blogspot.com

Dang it LT, you made me cry. Now I'll have to link you. ;)


5. NOTR left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 9:31 am

Lt K,

I remember exactly the same thoughts about me and the Army one late night in Vietnam. I got out of the Army a couple of years later. But I missed the smell of JP-4/8 in the morning and working with soldiers. I went back for a total of 25 years. It was the smartest decision I ever made.


6. Barb left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 1:36 pm :: http://barbette.blogspot.com

Seconding GunnNutt on the teary thing. Excellent letter, Lt. K - Thanks!


7. Patrick left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 4:42 pm :: http://www.observationdeck.org/weblogs/

That was wonderful mate. I do hope you realize that we Aussies are right behind you. Thank you for visiting our blog.


8. Papa Ray left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 6:34 pm

Hey LT,

Yea, good words and all true. You have your priorities straight. But like you said, they may change.

One thing I'm afraid is not going to change for a long long time. When someone speaks of war, most think about Iraq or Afgan. Some believe it or not are not even aware that we are at war anywhere.

What is even more hard for me to believe is that most people think that once we get out of Iraq and Afgan that everything will be hunky dorry.

Wrong.

We are in a war for our survival, for the survival of the way we live, for the way we want our children and grandchildren to live.

It will be a war to the death. Either ours or theirs. Unless we want to convert or to pay taxes to be allowed to live under their rules.

I don't think so.

If I were 55 years younger, I would have already re-enlisted and most likely be within miles of you. But I am not. My two kids are already too old for the military but I have three grandsons who are planning on joining on their eighteenth birthdays.

Which is in just a couple of years for two and four years for the other. They know that Texans step to the front of the line when their country needs them.

We appriciate each and everyone of you guys and girls not just in the ME but in the far flung places nobody ever hears about around the world and here in the states. I am glad that the attitude for most Americans is positive toward our Warriors now.

It sure wasn't the case when I was in the Army and it colored my life in bad ways for years.

Continue the Mission

Papa Ray West Texas USA


9. Bozwell left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 6:34 pm

"Yes, that’s my plan for the moment. But like everything else, it changes."

What won't change is the admiration I have for you Lieutenant K. This was a powerful and emotional piece to read. Thanks for walking the walk and inspiring me to never forget the contribution that you and so many others like you are making on a daily basis to protect our freedom.

I know that I speak for many other Australians when I say that the bond our two countries share will never be broken.

Take care and stay safe mate.


10. FbL left...
Monday, 17 October 2005 7:26 pm

Wow, you DO have a gift for writing. My military friends have explained to me what you describe (when I start feeling guilty about living in safety while you guys are on the front lines), but I don't think they've ever said it so beautifully. Thanks for believing we're worth it. We certainly wish we could do for you something that would be reciprocal to what YOU do for us; but we mostly have to content ourselves with loving you guys to pieces, and with gestures of support before and after that will never equal your gifts of body, time, or spirit. You and your brothers in arms have my deepest gratitude.


11. Elmers Brother left...
Tuesday, 18 October 2005 5:31 am :: http://elmersbro.bloghi.com

Lt.

After having been there for a short time and retiring after 20 recently you have my utmost respect. My family and are deeply grateful for all that you do. We just buried a son of a friend of mine killed Oct. 6 by an IED and I want you to know that the MSM doesn't speak for the American people, nor those of us who understand the threat of the scourge of radical Islam. Our prayers go with you and our hope for you and all of those serving safe return.


12. kat-missouri left...
Tuesday, 18 October 2005 1:16 pm :: http://themiddleground.blogspot.com

I wanted to say thank you for this great letter. I wanted to let you know that sometimes we think of you when we are driving our cars, drinking our lattes and going to work. I have thought how often I would, if I could, change places with a soldier there so he could be here enjoying these same things. And while we hope that war does not change you, we know that it does.

It reminded me of the star spangled banner where Francis Key Scott is amazed, after all the rockets and cannon, that the flag is still there, unchanging and unwavering giving hope anew that life as we know it will still go on even after the battle is done.


13. Former Marine left...
Thursday, 20 October 2005 4:56 pm

LT... I have forwarded this to my Marine Corps brethren. Your words are magical... they capture what few experience and fewer can explain. Semper Fi


14. Yochannan left...
Friday, 21 October 2005 9:50 am

Dear Wordsmith

  • We are not all oblivious sheep. Many , many of us stood our ground for this nation. Thank you for your courage, and please know that there a lot of vets that track what is happening as best as we can. Two of "my people" are in Iraq, one more to go soon. One from my Synagogue is headed back to Afghanistan for a second tour. All of you are valiant, and we love you.


15. Huntress left...
Sunday, 30 October 2005 9:10 am

This is the piece I'd like you to submit for the book you've been asked to take part in.

Elegant, evocative, honest. The message is powerful...and I can only hope its truth resonates with my friends in Hollywood...and the MSM elites.

Stay safe


16. Huntress left...
Sunday, 30 October 2005 9:38 am

This is the piece I'd like you to submit for the book you've been asked to take part in.

Elegant, evocative, honest. The message is powerful...and I can only hope its truth resonates with my friends in Hollywood...and the MSM elites.

Stay safe


17. SPC Richardson left...
Friday, 4 November 2005 9:18 am

And if you want to find out more about what is going on in the Middle East from the boots on the ground go to www.centcom.mil Come see what our soldiers are doing, what the MSM will not show you. You should link us to your site as well.


18. Lisa left...
Monday, 7 November 2005 12:40 am

Thank You!


19. Sgt. B. left...
Friday, 18 November 2005 9:37 am :: http://m2hb50calhmg.blogspot.com/

Hey LT,

Yes sir.

I WILL live my life, unchanged, and reap from it all of the fruits of the freedoms that are my right.

I will read of the loss of our war-fighters from the comfort of my home, and I shall not change the way I live my life.

But I WILL also remember the price paid by the defender of my freedoms. I will cast a prayer for those who fight across the sea to ensure my security here. I will do my part, as a citizen of our country, by adhering to the laws of the United States, and I will take full advantage of the opportunities that present themselves. I will match your contribution to our society by raising my children to be knowlegable about the workings of their country, and appreciative of all that they have.

I will support you by speaking out against those who would send you in harm's way for the wrong reasons (not applicable at this time), and support your mission when you are deployed for the right reasons (decidedly applicable at the present time).

And I shall meet you and your fellows when you return home. I will reaffirm to you that you deployed for a noble cause, and even if I cannot agree with the root politics of your deployment, I will never cast disparagements on your experiences, nor place blame upon your shoulders. I will comfort your wounded, listen to your tales, and do what I can to help you transition from war-fighter to private citizen.

If you fall, I shall step forward, and do my poor best to be a foster father to your children, and friend to your loved ones, that they may know that, though you have passed from this world, your memory is be honored, and they do not face the future alone.

If I believe that I can stand the line with you, then I shall do so, and help shoulder the burden.

It is the least that I can do...


20. devildog6771 left...
Friday, 17 February 2006 1:33 am :: http://helloiraq.blogspot.com

I have not read a better post bearing the very soul of our men and women who serve. I served four years and never went to combat but not for lack of trying. But I learned we all serve in our own way and I felt everything you have just written and would gladly do it again.

There is nothing I can say that would deserve this kind of loyalty. I thank God I am an American and I never forget how much my rights and freedom cost. I teach my kids they same thing.

I don't know if I would have been as brave as our troopos in combat, I'd like to think I would. But now with the age of wisdom, I know it's ok to say I'm glad I didn't go to war but would go right now if asked. A paradox.

Thank you and all our troopos for serving our country. Thank you for waking up our hearts, too long kept closed.


21. .... left...
Monday, 17 April 2006 5:54 am

When my daughters gratuated from high school and both went abroad in American schools, all my friends and family asked "Why ? But WHY are they going when you have been so close the three of you, when you re living in a nice place, have a good job, have a whole life here ?" I ll tell you why. Can you imagine how it feels when you work 70 hours a week and 52 weeks a year and make as much money as you can and then pay taxes and you re just so mad because the tax money will be used on purposes you not only disagree with, but are totally in opposition with your ideals ? Do you know how i feel when thinking that not a single buck goes to you American soldiers in Iraq ? Do you know how i feel when i hear our government who s feeding so fucking refined meals and who s flying private jets out of my tax money, just go here and there criticizing America and Americans and emphasizing what a mess there is now in Iraq ! Can you imagine how i feel when i hear about Moussaoui s trial and i know that we share the same nationality and i know he was fed on my country s welfare money, on my taxes money ? And do you know how it feels at the end of the year when you ve done your best in your job, when your accountant comes and gives you the figures, and you can NOT rejoice about your benefit because not a cent will go to causes in which you believe. Yes i feel guilty sometimes when i realize how safely and happily i can live thanks to you guys. But guilt is not the main feeling. Shame is. You American guy, be proud of your country and what you re doing. And i just hope that my kids will never come back from America. Sorry it s not a nice comment. Perhaps i sound very angry and not a very good person. Well i m both angry and not a good person till your next piece of marvellous writting ! Love from Francoise